My situation...Large areas of grey ..... what do u think?
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|Tue, 04-09-2013 - 11:48am|
So we are both married with kids. We work together and flirt alot, and flirt very intensely. He is a huge flirt, flirts with other girls, i am more reserved and may slightly flirt with other guys but I only flirt intensely with him...like very suggestively we flirt. We have met up a few times after work and fooled around....bjs....no full i/c. (although I would love to lol) Has been like this for over a year. Have become good friends, confidents, Has been a great ego boost as I don't have best self esteem (obviously?). Is meant to be casual, abit of fun, noone gets hurt.
I know we will never be in a relationship...like an exclusive us together relationship though I may fantasize about it sometimes I know it will never happen and it would destroy both families.
There have been times where I've initiated getting together and theres been times it has been him that initiated it. He has told me i am the only one he messes around with. I dont text often as I try to play it cool, and don't want him to think i am obsessed with him...I do have my own busy life....sometimes though he will reject my offers and that I do not like at all!! If he doesnt reply to a text I don't take it personally.....i assume he is busy-hes got his own life. He is a bonafide player.....the sweetest, sexiest, charming guy.,...he can do no wrong. I feel like I can act a certain way with him and that he doesn't judge me like h does.
I know it is morally wrong but my relationship has not been the best.....been through sooo much you wouldn't believe. There is no excuse for lying and cheating but then it isn't all black and white is it....there are large areas of grey. what my ap brings to my life is an awakening of passion. a different kind to that what i share with my hubby.