Tempted To Cheat On BF With Younger Man
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|Thu, 01-10-2013 - 4:29pm|
My main BF is someone in the fashion/bridal industry, earns a lot of money as he's head of his own bridal company and gets mentioned a lot in the news. Problem is, I find that our sex life has been in a rut lately, except for in my dreams. The main place I communicate with my BF is on Twitter, he's responded sometimes, not too often. But I've found through researching his work, that I've influenced him quite heavily in many ways.
I have this major crush on a guy in his 20s, who's probably bi. I added him on Facebook and Twitter and flirted with him a little, no response. The other guys I'm involved with, I'm not really attracted to, there's this black man from Ghana that insisted upon being added to my FB and then posted a ton of comments which made me a little uneasy.
I've begun having sexual dreams about the guy in his early 20s, Peter. I don't want to replace my main BF with someone who's too immature for me, also Peter appears to be a mama's boy. I'm afraid that if any sexual actually occurs in real life, both sets of parents, his and mine, would freak out. My Mom doesn't want me having sex with anyone but my main BF, she claims that since he's so well-known in the style world, it "doesn't matter" to him.
I know that having fantasies about my main BF being Peter while having sex with him is cheating, and so is having fantasies about Peter. Peter also really looks my father did at a younger stage of his life, so I suspect part of the attraction is based on a father fixation. My Dad is currently in China, he moved there because he went bankrupt in Canada and couldn't afford to pay anyone. He ripped a lot of people off, including my landlady in regards to the cost of repairs to my apartment and took money from my grandma, which comes out of her inheritance to me and my brother in her will.
Any idea what I should do?