6 months, still having a really hard time.
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|Tue, 06-11-2013 - 5:52pm|
I found out last September that my husband had been sleeping with a girl he works with. He admitted it to me in a fight, and I left. We were apart for 3 months almost and when I went back to the town we were living in to sign divorce papers and work out details with him, we reunited. He ended things with the girl, and moved back home to show me he was dedicated to fixing it. I can't get her out of my head. I work nights and every time I leave I wonder if he's Home alone...she has contacted me befora and knew intimate details about our relationship, because he used to vent to her about things. I know he had had no contact with her. He is trying, and I can see that. We found out about three weeks abhorring that we are expecting our first baby...both of us are very excited. for the most part, everything is perfect. He's affectionate again and caring. I feel so guilty becthink all I think about is her. She has taken over my head. He was my best friend for years before we got married, and I finally have the relationship I always wanted with him. I need someone who's been there and who can give me some advice on how to get myself past this. I don't want to be stuck on it forever, especially if we're having a child. I'm just still so angry.