Am I in for it again?
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|Mon, 06-14-2010 - 8:59pm|
DDay was Jan 2007. I really haven't recovered as I still struggle with occasional bouts of insecurity and anxiety. My W likes her privacy and throws a fit when I tell her that It only enhances my feelings of mistrust. Last year I found email accounts that I haven't found out about. She keeps her phone history well guarded and clean. I believe she uses video chat now when I am gone to work so it is harder for me to track. I have always tried to give her the benefit of a doubt because I felt like I owe it to her to trust her and maybe that will help me get over what happened. Like most everyone else's story things generally seem to be ok. We just got back from our 10 year anniversary trip and as I was digging myself out of a mountain of email, I had received an anonymous email stating that she has been cheating on me over and over and also stating that any further contact would be ignored. So here I am at the computer yet again trying to find any way to gather evidence, but my W has basically made it impossible for me to get anything.
Have I thought about getting out? Oh, yes. Then I think about my kids who are under 10. My wife has left many of the values she lived by the first six years of our marriage. It was during