Caught red handed
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|Wed, 04-01-2009 - 3:51pm|
Okay... well I caught him red handed. Cat's out of the bag. I caught him on a date with her. I happened upon the restaurant they were eating at. Sat at the opposite end and watched them for about 45 minutes. (They were fighting about something for the WHOLE meal.)
When they left he found me waiting at the door with a smirk on my face. BUSTED! It kind of felt good to freak him out like that.
After that initial moment I freaked out and totally lost my temper. I don't think I've screamed this much in my entire life. It just hurt so bad to see them there together.
We talked about it for most of the night. Both of us were tired and I know I'm dragging my butt at work today. (I'm sure he is too.) So we ended the argument in the middle and we really didn't get anywhere.
I expected him to beg and plead with me. I expected him to offer up anything to make me happy. But he didn't. It hurts that he didn't want to do anything to make me feel better. I mean, it's his fault. Right? And we've made a commitment so we should work through this and he should do whatever I need, right? I'm not thinking clearly. A few hours of sleep and your world crumbling around you will do that to you.