I doubt seriously that anyone here would remember me.
I don't believe in that myth anymore.
why on earth do you believe and base any future chance for happiness on a man. where does it say in order to be happy you must be with a man. for the sex???? hell, i found a channel on tv the other night where they sell vibrators; you an order them, have them delivered to your home. some look like wow!!!!!!!!!!!, better that a man. ha ha some levity thrown in.
you have given up my dear, i can read it in your post. you know that you deserve better yet for some reason you do not think you deserve better. well, i am here to tell you that you definitely deserve better. but, and this is a big but it is up to you to take the steps towards that happiness. what about peace? don't you think you deserve peace? we all deserve peace. i am sure just the sight of this man makes you cringe. he is probably living proof that you have made mistakes. wouldn't it be nice to wake up and not have to face that each and every day?
he doesn't want to put he work in, well i think that says it all right there. please do not allow another person to rule over you like this. do not give away your life to someone who has no integrity.
you deserve better don't you think. i mean really in your heart of hearts don't you think you deserve better that what you are living. the key is ONLY YOU can change what is not healthy for you.