Getting the awful urge to call XBF :(
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|Fri, 01-17-2014 - 10:44am|
As you know BF went for his biopsy follow up yesterday afternoon…I know cause his company is near the hospital and I noticed he left work early yesterday. Today he is not at work. It is killing me because I want to call him/text him to see if he is ok; and I know I cannot do that as he will suck me back into his lying/shady/drama life.
On another note; I was supposed to go out Steve, the mutual acquaintance of mine...A little history: His XGF cheated on him sometime over the spring/summer. They broke up. He was on match and the few times he hung out with us he told us how he was having a hard time meeting anyone on these websites (But XBF wants this life????)
Anyway, he wanted to date me around the time that I was posting “Photos to Gmail” where I thought XBF might be doing something shady, but since I didn’t have proof I told Steve that I was in a relationship. Steve found out what happened and told our friends that he wanted to call me and hang out.
Anyway, Steve has decided to go back to his XGF and work things out and rebuild with her. She is begging him back; she claims she is sorry and has promised never to cheat again!!!! Oh well!!!!! But I still am going on that blind date in a few weeks….
I still have the 180 list in my purse…every time I get the urge to call XBF and ask about his biopsy I look at it and don’t call…Wish me luck!!!!
To GW: “I hope he is by now thinking "Christy ran my rentals business, she knows all my account numbers and contact numbers. She could ruin me!" Of course, I know you wouldn't do that, but he doesn't, does he???? Lol”
No, he is not thinking that. He underestimates me and thinks I am stupid. I just took his information off of my cell phone contact list as I hate looking at it when I am looking to call others…