HELP! Trapt with in my own Head!!!
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|Tue, 06-30-2009 - 2:57pm|
Hi, Im driving myself nuts and I just need someone to help me out here. Okay here is my situation.
I am 21 years old and I will be marrried for a year on September 6th, 2009. Recently my husband and I moved from home to pursu our careers. He is (was) a devoted husband and I never thought in a million years he would do what he did. Well this last Friday my husband and I thought we would have a cook out and invite some friends over so that way my step-kids could have other kids to go play with. Anways we were drinking and around 4 am I couldnt find my husband. I put the kids to bed and I went looking for him thinking he was so drunk he probably fell. Well I found him on the phone txting. I grabbed the phone and started to read. It said I Love You. He snatched it back so I left to the room. I started packing my things to leave. He was so drunk all he could do was laugh. The next day he told me he didnt know who he was txting and he more than likley thought he was txting and for me not to leave. He said he loves me and that we need to work things out.
I agreed so we could try to save our marriage but Im making myself sick thinking who it was and if she is real.