This is going to be a very long post, just to forwarn you.
I wish I we had a board for this!
Sometimes I wonder, because I have found my husband looking at men from the head to toe type of look, however I have found him cheating with varios woman, so i stumbked on this site as well in agoney, havent been able to sleep for months now, I am barely getting better because I decided to move on, even if it hurts throught the process I feel alittle bit more relieved every day. I am returning very slowly to whom I was before I met him.
I am in a similar situation.. what is the update on yours?