Rules go out the window
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|Thu, 01-16-2014 - 9:59am|
I have been trying REALLY REALLY hard to keep my emotions in check. I have been reading Runaway Husbands by Vikki Stark, journaling and going to counseling. I'm strong and angry. Once he comes over to see the kids I fall apart into a puddle on the floor. I want answers. I want to talk about it. I cry. I yell. He doesn't want to give me answers. He doesn't want to talk about it. He runs away.
Every strategy that I have read or been told to use goes right out the window when it's time to put them in action. I feel like I take five steps forward only to fold and take ten steps backwards.
I can't do this.