This shouldn't be so hard :(
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This shouldn't be so hard :(
| Wed, 06-16-2010 - 8:46am |
I'm so so so so sad today, after being motivated by so much anger yesterday :(
Just so sad.
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Ladies,
It's just so very sad. I wonder sometimes if it just isn'y worth the trying. If I were to separate in a couple of years I'd be free of this sadness and maybe on to better things. I could be settled somewhere use to being alone and maybe in a better place. The OW wouldn't matter so much. I'd still see him because of the kids and all but it wouldn't be my place to monitor his life. It's such a gamble, both ways. My question is If staying with the devil you know is better than meeting a new one. There are so many damaged men out there I'd probably end up with another cheater knowing my luck!! Sh*t it is just too hard this life we have chosen to live. I guess it's good to know we are not alone! I wish we all lived closer so we could have meetings face 2 face. If ever anyone wants to have a BS retreat I have a place in the mountains of Western NC. Lodging would be minimum $10 a day. That would be so cool to have a bunch of us together just to share stories and have all day contact with some fun thrown in for good measure!! My cabin sleeps 10 comfortably. Just a thought anyway.
CrazyHeart422
Hurts have taught me never to give up loving
Be willing to take another risk and chance, otherwise tomorrow may be empty.
And that you should leave with the idea of being alone for a while with no thought of what the next guy you will be with will do or not do. I was just responding to the point that it is a gamble once you do leave, on if a new relationship will end up being any better than what you have now.
CrazyHeart422
Hurts have taught me never to give up loving
Be willing to take another risk and chance, otherwise tomorrow may be empty.
yah, I've made the decision to leave...that's the saddest part :( if I didn't love the bonehead, it would be a piece of cake. but. there are parts of him i still love. dammit.
so...i found an apartment this week, i'll do the rental stuff tomorrow....all the technical stuff...the heart stuff has been decided.
he's been mean as captured ape all week, i don't know what to do with that. it's like "I'VE" done something to "HIM"...wth? **shaking.head** whatever.
and, I can't even THINK of another man or future relationships at this point. well, yah...a bulldog male persuasion LAWYER maybe lol
sinfiniti,
I can imagine what you are doing is extremely painful!!
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