Sickened to the core
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|Sun, 04-18-2010 - 2:09pm|
Ive read here for the past couple of days and have finally worked up the courage to post.
Been married 6 years and have 2 children. I love my husband with all my heart and can not imagine not having him in my life. I've known him since we were teens and have always loved him and figured that we would be together for the rest of our lives... Lately he has been having to work late on the weekdays and has to go inoto work on the weekends as well.. Seems to want to hang out with a couple of his single guy friends when he has any spare time. As you can imagine, that's zero time we have together..and anytime we do have, hecstays to himself and stays on his side of the bed.
He's been totally absent of our marriage and the kids and says he feels trapped and that our lives we live are uninteresting and boring. (ouch). A couple of days ago I walked in on him in the bathroom as he was getting out of the shower and noticed that he has scratches all over both of his shoulders by his back. I became suspicious when he said he didn't know where they came from and decided to break into his email account to see if there was anything I could find and I found emails from her.. The last one was responding back to him assuring him of how much she loves him too and worse of all, she apologizes for sratching up his shoulders, but that she could not deal with all the pleadeure she got from having his head between her thighs and feeling his tongue working on her ( sorry if TMI) I still feel like I have to VOMIT everytime I visualize this. I have not been able to eat, slee or discuss this with him. He does not know that I know yet. I feel like I'm dying