Ups and Downs Kill Me
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|Sun, 04-12-2009 - 9:10pm|
This has been a very difficult day. I know now why they call it a roller coaster. One day I'll feel confident and the next day I would rather die than get out of bed.
His side of the story: He's also on a roller coaster. One day he thinks he wants to work on our relationship and the next day he thinks he's done. Sometimes he's physically walking out the door. He'll get as far as the driveway before he breaks down and realizes he can't do it. Other days he is all about working on our M and fixing these problems.
I feel like he's taking me on his roller coaster.
I've asked him what he's thinking and he's told me that he just wakes up and he's feeling down. Sometimes he wakes up and he is excited to see me there.