Well, yesterday certainly didn't go well
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|Mon, 04-26-2010 - 6:37am|
Hello everyone. For each and every one of you out there, I truly feel your pain and am so sorry this had to happen to you. It's too bad they don't have a teleportation site where we can all sit and talk about this together face to face and even hug each other. I am beginning to think that most men cheat. Is this something that women just have to learn to deal with? Do the people who stay married are because the woman looks the other way and doesn't ever snoop or say anything when her husband does something inappropriate?
Yesterday marked 5 days since finding out he had gotten an account on seekbang.com. There has been no remorse on his part. He even wanted to go kayaking on Saturday, so I went. There were girls all up and down the beach and he didn't turn his head once, but rather 3 or even 4 times to gawk at them. I became furious. I calmly told him, "Look, I know you look, but could you do me the courtesy of not making it so obvious?" He angrily said, "Sure" We got our kayaks in the water, and I pulled ahead of him and because it was windy and my back was to him and the waves were kind of high, I was able to bawl and let it out while paddling a mile to the island! Ha ha. There was no one around, so why not? By the time I got there, I felt strangely numb which was very nice for a change. I was able to enjoy the rest of my day.
Since were were on speaking terms and it felt like nothing had