Anyone need to VENT?

iVillage Member
Registered: 01-28-2004
Anyone need to VENT?
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Thu, 04-29-2010 - 5:13pm

Jump on and tell us your vent..... get it out.

You might feel better.

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-09-2008
Fri, 04-30-2010 - 2:00am
Almost always, but today I had a really good day for the FIRST time in months.

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-20-2010
Fri, 04-30-2010 - 10:16am
I'am having a bad couple of days. I tried writing here last night an read it back and it sounded so lame I erased it. I am sorry I will sound pathetic but you asked if anyone needed to vent. Here goes....
Went to a funeral with husband the other day. Everything he did pissed me off. From his complaining on peoples driving skills to he's talking about his job, his hobby, etc. Especially when he went up to receive communion in church. I couldn't believe he thought he could do it after what he's done. I mean we aren't even practicing Catholic's. Really what was he thinking or should I say NOT thinking.
Then on the way home he talks about how we should get a bigger house.
This will make us happier he says. DUH! How does he not get no matter where we live his actions determine our level of happiness. I am really trying here but I am sick to my stomach. I was going to bail yesterday, today I am trying to go on. I am so sick and tired of dealing with this X&*#. I am not asking for the moon just some level of comfort and a smile now and again. I know the whole day was pretty emotional being it was our friends mom's funeral so I am trying to take that into consideration, but geez I am weary and sad.
iVillage Member
Registered: 01-28-2004
Fri, 04-30-2010 - 10:43am
its good to get it out. hang in there.
iVillage Member
Registered: 12-08-2009
Fri, 04-30-2010 - 9:53pm
Well at least I'm not the only one needing to vent! I thought I was in a better place the past few months (d day has only been 6 months ago) but now i just dont know what to think. Its not even that he's done anything to provoke this feeling of anger. On the contrary he has done everything that he should be doing so I guess its just ME. I am sooo angry at him all over again and really cant stand being around him right now, but I havent told him that yet (ohhhhhh yes he can tell though!) He's the last in a very long line of men who have @#%%$ on me and the only one I thought NEVER would. How the hell do you EVER trust him or any other man EVER AGAIN?!? My dad left us when I was 8, then my older brother abused me physically, then my step father sexually abused me for 4 years, my mother said I was a liar and stayed married to the perv until he finally died last year.....and my 1st ex husband cheated on me!!!! I mean DAMN when does it end?? I cant believe they are so selfish in doing this to us, I dont ever see myself forgiving him for this, I just dont see a way through this. Which is REALLY sad
~How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours~