First Trip away from FWS
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|Fri, 05-28-2010 - 10:34am|
I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions or tips on how to relax while away from home and my FWS. Since Dday less than 3 months ago my H and I have been together literally nonstop. He's unemployed and I am home on disability. Now I find myself 800 miles away at my 30 year reunion. Don't get me wrong, I am glad to be here and so far I am having fun. Yet, I am very nervous! We talked about my fear before I left. I said I was afraid he would break NC with OW and he assured me he wouldn't, yet there are triggers everywhere. Any tips on how I can just relax and have fun? I have already shared my story with a friend and don't want to share it with old friends, but should I? Would it help in any way? My H and I are on a path of rebuilding and it is going well. He doesn't know my High School friends but a few so it wouldn't hurt him in the least. Any suggestions on triggers and sharing my story? I can't share with family, they all love him and think he is better than sliced bread! One sister I have shared with is already pointing out where I went wrong and seems to be on his side, like I shouldn't have read so many books, etc. Oh well.
Confused but want to have fun while I'm away. I don't want my reunion ruined like everything else. I hope it doesn't turn out that it would have been better for me to have stayed home. It really isn't fair that a WS gets to dictate my life, emotions and have me question every move I make.
"Do unto others as you would have done to you"