Husband got a babysitter!
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|Thu, 04-06-2006 - 10:38pm|
Hey ladies my one year dday anniversary is coming up as well as our ANNIVERSARY!! Dday was 2 days after our anniversary. dday is on a weekend and husband got a babysitter to celebrate. I wonder if he really knows what the exact date is but again I am not into reminding him of my most painful raging day where I lost 1/2 my dishes. Part of me wants to celebrate how far we have come and part of me wants to scream "don't you know what day that is".
I am opting for not saying anything to remind him and do my very best just to enjoy the weekend. Do you think he knows? Again I am left wondering but don't want to invade his thoughts of the ugly whore where I am sure he tries his best to forget everything.
We are having some really wonderful times lately. I have been impressed with my husband's communication. Sometimes I always wonder when we are communicating so well is it him or me who is changing. Don't know but either way it's been great communicating. I have my therapy appt tomorrow, I have not seen her in a very long while 3mo. I am very excited. Sometimes when things are going so good you forget why your so desperate to see them in the first place. But I know I will think of something;)
One more thing husband wants to go out with the guys (brother) this weekend! Eeek, he hasn't gone out without me in over a year. That is going to be hard but we will see. I will not say no, It's his choice. But I am scared on how I will feel that night.
Thanks for listening, I guess I just found what I can talk to my therapist about... Hugs to everyone, Tea