I'm so nervous!
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|Fri, 09-04-2009 - 12:45pm|
Today is 4 weeks since DD. I'm seeing the counselor today and I'm so nervous about what to say and I'm also nervous that bringing this up with make me angry again or sad. I told H about that and he said we'd deal with it.
The last week has been good and bad but we are talking. I got the book 'Getting Past the Affair'. We are going to work through it together. I asked him the other night and then handed it to him the next morning. He read a bit and got quiet. I asked him what he thought, he said he though a lot of things but he didn't like how it made him feel. I said that he would have to face it and he said he didn't say he wasn't willing to face it, just that it would be hard. My assumption there.
So today I see the counselor and H said he'd see how my session went and then he may go. I told him it would be good to talk to someone neutral. So we are making progress.