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|Tue, 04-04-2006 - 11:31am|
Ya know, I've been thinking (imagine that). This whole EA has, believe it or not, has given me some logical thoughts. Maybe because at this moment, I'm not rip snorting mad, LOL!
The OW is 3,000 miles away. I know, an EA is just as bad as a regular affair, but she can't feel him, she can't see him, she can't touch him. He's with me, he's been telling me he wants to fix "us", he said he's not talking to her anymore (of course, I have my doubts about this). It's his choice and only his to stop talking to her and I guess, as hard as it's going to be, I have to try and believe that so we can make an honest attempt to move on.
Does this make any sense? I'm not condoning what happened by any means, I'm just trying to make his/our attempt to fix our relationship a little easier to swallow by at least knowing, she's not here.
Getting beyond the thoughts of what they were writing and saying to each other is the absolute worst! I'm good one minute and the next minute I'm a basket case. Some days, it feels like my mind will never shut down! UGH!
Thanks for listening, it's so good to know there are others who can understand what I'm going through. I only wish we could have all met under happier circumstances.
Hugs to all, thanks for listening, AGAIN!