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|Fri, 04-07-2006 - 10:49pm|
I get so confused whether I stay because it's easier. I am so filled with confusion that I don't even know how to begin explaining. I have been here a few times before for support over the last year and a bit, you can look my story up if you want. When it comes down to it I think a lot of this confusion, obsession and dwelling is because I have never got any complete truths from him. Some people say leave it alone, but I want to know. I want him to know that I know. How can you completely forgive, if you dont even know what you are forgiving for. The part I want to know the worst.......what exactly took place when he went on his cross country visit to spend three days with her in los angeles (he said he was at a cottage with a buddy a few hours away, not in another country) When I confronted him about this he admitted to going but played it down so much. I read the email, I know what he told me and what really took place were completely different. My question is though, is it wrong for me to bring it up and ask for the truth when it has been over a year? And does he have the right to get mad?