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|Thu, 08-26-2010 - 7:25pm|
so I'm taking some very deep breaths right now.. The H just left for AL to the very same hotel where he saw last saw the OW not even a month ago.... he's only going to be there over night but that doesn't mean she won't/can't drive there again like the last time to be with him.... He promises he will be alone that he doesn't get in until 11pm and has to be at work by 7am in the morning then catches a flight back to CA right after work. there isn't enough time.. there would be no point he promised me it was only me now.
I can't shake the feeling of dread.. What if he's lying to me again.. what if they are in each others Arms right now.. "not possible he's on a plane" but this is what my head is thinking playing it over and over flashing up the text/email on his phone where he told her can't wait to see you to night = he hasn't said that to me in so very long.