Sometimes I notice
For me it has definitely been heartbreaking. I am not comfortable with anger to begin with, have always been a romantic...so absolutely, the heart broke.
Both of us are conflict avoiders, which is part of the reason we got into this mess, so I am getting much more comfortable with anger. And I think that is a good thing.
Thank you Myra.
It has been a very long time since I have been on this board. I would read the threads quite often, but did not reply or start a thread.
It's really nice to
A baby is a gift from God
Great to see your reply George. I am so happy for you! You sound like life is going well and that is so important. My life too is well, until I "tank" down the ugly path of remembrance. And with that comes bad visons and thoughts and resentment and saddness...all my own doings...........you see H is wonderful, he is happy, he is normal, he is loving and kind and able to forget all the wrong he did as he is so ashamed. I on the other hand struggle so.........he has had 6+ years to forget, 5 of which he lied to me.........so he is once again one up on me......he did "it", he got away with "it" and