1/2 hr left on our 16 month anni

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Registered: 03-28-2006
1/2 hr left on our 16 month anni
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Tue, 03-20-2007 - 11:28pm
So here I am, sitting on me bed and typing on my macbook. I keep staring at my phone...waiting for him to send me a text or leave a voicemail. But nothing. We broke up 3 days ago...and I have been without contact with him ever since. I must say today has been the hardest, especially since it would be our anniversary. I was so tempted to call him about an hour ago when I came across his favourite show on tv. I picked up the phone, stared at it...then finally decided to put it down. That was a very hard thing to do, instead I decided to run on my elliptical machine. It definitely has become my new best friend. Thank you for listening I just needed to get his off my chest before I went to bed.


Edited 3/20/2007 11:30 pm ET by co5mogirl
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Registered: 02-21-2007
Tue, 03-20-2007 - 11:32pm
Good for you for putting the phone down! That's maybe the hardest thing. (you might as well be saying "put down the crack pipe" sometimes, lol.) Eventually, the expectation of hearing from him will get less. I was where you were a month ago, and it has gotten easier. Hang in there and stay strong, you can do this. :)