4 months and...
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4 months and...
| Sat, 09-04-2004 - 5:07pm |
Well, it's been four months since he broke up with me and I am still here. I have to admit that there were many times I wished that I was dead so that the gut-renching pain would stop. That I wouldn't wake up or go to sleep crying from missing him so much. Now those type of days are few and far in between. I don't think of him nearly as much and am not as certain that I would take him back. That doesn't mean I don't think of him or wonder what he is doing. And I do wish that things were different. I'm back in the dating game and know that one day I will meet the man of my dreams. I just am more cautious than before. I don't think I will be able to survive another painful break up but if it does happen I know that I can always post here and find friends willing to listen. What I am trying to say to all of you out there, it is true that time does heal. Eventually you do move on and that the prospect of dating again seems less daunting. I could never have gotten through all of this without all of your support and help. We are all truly lucky to have each other. Thank you all so very much.

Like you, at first I was crying myself to sleep, or waking up in tears. I got to experience the best diet ever (breakup diet), and then slowly but surely I got back on my feet.
Time does do wonders, but so does the support of family and friends. I started to feel for a while that maybe my friends and fam were tired of hearing about my issues, etc.. about the break up, but they kept, and still do reassure me that they love me, and whenever I need to talk, they're there.
Last night, I went out with a few friends, and at the end of the night, one of my friends husbands looked at me and said "Ya know, we need to find you a good guy.." I just smiled, and said "In due time..".. I'm out there in the dating world, and like you said, I'm super cautious too. I dont want to get burned again...
Good luck to you! Stay strong...
Love and light,
Di
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