Addiction (Him)

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Registered: 12-05-2006
Addiction (Him)
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Tue, 12-05-2006 - 6:55am
"What can I do? My casual one-night stand has altered my life. The love I feel for him is an addition, like heroin, and I cannot get enough. Although I break up with him,I run right back into his arms when he calls. He has become my drug of choice. I crave and ache for him. While I can taste and play with others, I am never totally satisfied. My addiction to him shows up just when I think I have it under control. I am addicted to his arms, his hands, his thick hair, his piercing blue eyes, his arrogance, his power & his presence. His sideways grin is totally devestating and leaves me trembling. Any barrier of indifference I might have built up against him, vanishes instantly. No one can touch me like him. No one can please me like him. No one can make me feel like he does. No one can hurt me like he does......"

I struggle, bite, kick and thrash my way along and will make it; but dang do I wish someone could snap their fingers and make this dull ache go away!! *sigh* I force myself to remember the BAD times when all I can seem to recall are all those GREAT times.
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Registered: 01-22-2006
Tue, 12-05-2006 - 8:05am

You don't sound like you're addicted to him, you sound addicted to excitement and the thrill of the ride.


the only way to break an addiction is cold turkey...but it really doesn't sound like you're ready.

Susan

"Success is building a foundation wit

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Registered: 08-04-2003
Tue, 12-05-2006 - 12:27pm
How to Break Your Addiction to a Person by Howard M. Halpern
Facing Love Addiction, Pia Mellody


Carrie