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| Mon, 08-20-2007 - 8:19pm |
my ex tried to get me to talk to him again..he messaged me through msn and said.."are you really gonna ignore me forever?i'm not asking you to be my best friend but i don't like the idea of being ignored by you for the rest of my life. well, if it doesn't make any difference for you, it makes lots for me"
i just want him to quit it..doesn't he realise that it's impossible for me to be friends let alone look at him at this point..how can i when even though he has been the bastard in this i still can't get over him. its almost been a month since we broke up and we last spoke but i know i still love him..even after all the pain and hurt he caused me to feel. i'm so stupid because i can't explain why i'm still hanging on to him and the memories.
i want to walk away and never look back..but it's still hard to do. everyday seems like a struggle for me..i really never loved anyone like i loved him.
but probably the reason for him trying to talk to me is so that he won't feel so guilty i guess..but i'm not going to make his life any easier. he doesn't deserve that.

Hi ann_k18,
Here's your previous posts so others can catch up on your story:
will the pain ever go away?
why is he still messing with me???
You could reply back - Please respect my need for a period of No Contact. Then BLOCK
"are you really gonna ignore me forever?i'm not asking you to be my best friend but i don't like the idea of being ignored by you for the rest of my life. well, if it doesn't make any difference for you, it makes lots for me"
I see this (as an objective outside person) and I half want to climb over you, hop on your msn, and laugh in his face. Perhaps on your behalf, tell him that "I don't like the idea of oooh, cheating on me, lying to me, breaking my heart, stomping on the pieces, playing mind games, telling ME how to handle MY break up, etc etc". then block him and delete him for you.
A month is not a long time to get over your break up. Relax, keep walking. It may take a long time, but at the end you'll be more completely over him than he will be you. Good stuff, Let him sweat over the guilt. I dont' know where he gets off telling you you're being childish.
High 5 - unicornssong!
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now if the two of you will come over ot my house and help me APPLY my big words, I'd be very grateful :D.