And I was doing so good
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| Mon, 04-23-2007 - 7:26pm |
I'm sure it doesn't help that I'm on my period right now, but I miss him. I haven't heard from him in 5 days, and we don't really talk much these days and when we do, they are short conversations about nothing much, and part of me wonders if maybe we only talked so much before because of the situation, and I know I shouldn't think that because I don't think that's true, and I know that he's got a lot going on now and he's been spending time with his friends, which is great, but I'm not gonna lie, I'm sad that we aren't hanging out right now. I'm trying to keep myself busy and I've been doing a good job of it, but I miss hanging out with him and acting silly and doing stupid crap and I can't help but wonder if things will get back to normal. I think part of it is because when he was gone out of town before, I would get phone calls, both drunk and sober, and I didn't get a single call or text this weekend and I just feel like I'm forgotten about.
Yes, it's only been 3 weeks since everything happened, but today is just really hard for some reason.



I know it sounds probably impossible at the moment, but do yourself a favor and cut off contact with him for now. Not forever, just for now. Don't do it meanly or badly, just do it.
Things will go back "to normal" quicker that way, believe that. Unless the boy was touched in the head he hasn't forgotten this quickly, give yourself more credit than that, but everyone needs and has a right to go to their respective corners and lick their wounds. That's how I thought of it when my ex and I broke up and it helped.
I've been doing good with not contacting him, as hard as it's been, I haven't, and there's just the sad little girl part of me that wonders why he's not contacting me, if that makes sense.
Thanks for the reply :) I'm so glad I found this board.
Across the street?? Man, that's gotta be rough :(