Are mornings hardest for anyone else?
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| Wed, 08-08-2007 - 8:15am |
So it's been just about a month. I've tried to keep busy, making plans to visit friends out of town, getting back in touch with friends here and trying to make some new ones (since I pretty much lost all of them when I gave up my own and disappeared into the ex's life).
During the day, work keeps me busy, I joined a gym so that helps after. By bedtime, I'm usually pretty tired, but then WITHOUT FAIL around 3am I wake up and toss for the rest of the night till my alarm goes off. The only time I really think about him is in the mornings when I'm tossing and very accutely aware that he is NOT there, and there is no one wrapping their arms around me. In every minute of my day, I feel pretty OK with everything and like I've made real progress towards moving on. And then come 3am, it all comes back. I don't really cry about it, it's not like it was the first few weeks, but I can't seem to get him out of my head. Has anyone else hit this stage? How long does this one last for?

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