Breaking up IS FEELING LIKE YOUR DYING
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Breaking up IS FEELING LIKE YOUR DYING
| Sat, 02-11-2006 - 10:33pm |
I didn't date for years because I didn't want to have any distractions from my "plans".
But then I met a guy that changed all that.
The moment I met him I thought "wow I could marry this guy".
We dated on and off for 2 years... We both felt we were not ready for a commitment.
But over a year ago, when I returned from a trip to europe, we started a relationship.
It was a relationship like I had never had.
We talked about living together after 4 months, and well everything was magic.
I have to add that I have had many family health problems.
From my mothers cancer to my dads serious heart disease to my brother being in a comma, I had a lot going on not to mention completing my BA.
Anyway my dads health has been declining lately, my parents are losing their house - because of hospital bills-
and well I have been in hell.
My boyfriend didn't get that I was under stress and the other night I drank too much and the next morning I awoke and was told that it is over.
Just another knife in my heart. Now I am so depressed I can't find the strength to go see my dad in the hospital.
I know that no one is more important that your "daddy" - but I can't function.
So thats my rant and why losing the only guy I have ever loved is like dying.
But then I met a guy that changed all that.
The moment I met him I thought "wow I could marry this guy".
We dated on and off for 2 years... We both felt we were not ready for a commitment.
But over a year ago, when I returned from a trip to europe, we started a relationship.
It was a relationship like I had never had.
We talked about living together after 4 months, and well everything was magic.
I have to add that I have had many family health problems.
From my mothers cancer to my dads serious heart disease to my brother being in a comma, I had a lot going on not to mention completing my BA.
Anyway my dads health has been declining lately, my parents are losing their house - because of hospital bills-
and well I have been in hell.
My boyfriend didn't get that I was under stress and the other night I drank too much and the next morning I awoke and was told that it is over.
Just another knife in my heart. Now I am so depressed I can't find the strength to go see my dad in the hospital.
I know that no one is more important that your "daddy" - but I can't function.
So thats my rant and why losing the only guy I have ever loved is like dying.

Anybody got any ideas or know a guy that changed his mind?
Yeah I think I'm in the denial stage.
Hi Joy,
I feel for you because of all the adversity you have been through lately. I don't know if you believe in God or not but He always has a purpose in it for your good though granted it may not feel like it at the time. We all will experience adversity in one form or another throughout the course of our lifetimes. As for this guy you are in love with I would think that he ought to be more sensitive to your feelings and more supportive if he cares anything at all about you. If he doesn't care then launch him because he will only add to your grief. Getting drunk when you are feeling low will do nothing but increase your sorrow and your problems will still be there after you sober up. Drunkeness is never the answer and will only create more problems for you. If it becomes a daily habit it will surely kill you before your time. I hope things get brighter for you in the days to come. Blessings to you, Joy.