Breaking Up SUCKS
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| Sun, 04-17-2005 - 8:13pm |
I am having trouble getting thru my break up.......
Grant it - it just happened 2 weeks ago. Basically, my BF of 4 yrs broke up with me because I am white, he is arabic, and he has now decided (after years of telling me otherwise) that his family will never accept me and he needs to do what is best for them.
My problem - how to I communicate or not communicate to get over this? When he first broke up with me 2 weeks ago, it was online, and I tried to be understanding to what he was going thru with his family. After our conversation, I felt I was too understanding, started to feel my broken heart, and began to text message him and call him crying and pleading for him to not do this.
Then, I got angry - so I emailed him and yelled at him and cried and said horrible things to him out of my frustration for the situation. Then yesterday, I stopped by his house to tell him that I only said the nasty things I did out of frustration and that I hope we could be friends one day and I understand that this is how it has to be.
I now have the desire to send him another email..... When is enough enough for communication? When can u just let it go?

Thank you...
I am doing my best: I took him out of my cellphone, erased my log of calls, blocked him on my buddy list, and now use a different grocery store in order to avoid any possible unexpected run-ins.....
We'll see how this goes!