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| Mon, 08-13-2007 - 1:37pm |
I am going on 11 days of N/C. I can finally take a deep breath without feeling like it is going to be my last breath.
I am still feeling a little lonely and sad. My feelings are still hurt but I am starting to get back some of my confidence.
He has to want better for himself. If he doesn't see/remember all the good that was there, he will have to settle for whoever happens to be there. She will never be me. She might be younger, thinner, prettier but life is not always about those things.
From the bottom of my heart thank you for helping me get through the worst part.
I am still feeling a little lonely and sad. My feelings are still hurt but I am starting to get back some of my confidence.
He has to want better for himself. If he doesn't see/remember all the good that was there, he will have to settle for whoever happens to be there. She will never be me. She might be younger, thinner, prettier but life is not always about those things.
From the bottom of my heart thank you for helping me get through the worst part.

I woke up this morning and have not stopped crying..I wonder if it is finally sinking in that he is truly gone forever.
It has been 12 days of the hardest N/C ever but I feel like I have many many more to go.
Why cant I make my heart understand that he is just not worth it?
Hi lanis2007,
Consider this: re-read your old posts and start a list of things that bothered you about him.
It will come in time. I've been without my ex for 2.5 months and I still cry every day. I'm ususally good around people, but when I'm alone in my car or before bed, I get all emotional. It's a healing process that we all need to do through. Although I know he and I weren't meant to be, I still get sad.
I just want you to know it may take a while before you don't cry for him. It's okay to give yourself that time to grieve. Cry if you need to, its okay.