broke up but didnt explain
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| Thu, 03-22-2007 - 12:08am |
me and my boyfriend have been together for just over 2 years. We just got back from vacation which was a blast we didnt fight but once we got home he pretty much stopped coming over. We both are unemployed right now so to not see each other was weird to me.
Finally after 2 weeks of this i flipped out on him for going out till 6 am and not even calling me or anything. 1 minute he said he was coming over and the next he said he needs a break. He doesnt want to be in a relationship and he just wants to be alone.
He was also taking about how he doesnt no where his life is going or what he wants to do with life... which i can understand but to just leave me like that??? After a huge cry fest with him included he said he loves me very much and he just needs to be alone right now. after a few days he texted me to see if i found a job and that was about it so i asked him if he was happier now?
he said no hes not he thinks about me all the time but when hes with me im all he thinks about and he just needs to do this and hes sorry.
I feel like im going to die from heart break and i actually made myself sick. i cant eat, sleep and i havent left my house since. i dont have any friends to spend my time with so i sit home crying all day. what do i do now? just leave him alone? we have bills and stuff that we have together and we didnt talk about any of it?? How do you jsut forget 2 wonderful years like that? I also think hes doing drugs and getting drunk now like he did before i met him and im worried but have no say...
is it really a break or break up? how long do i go with no contact if he says he wants to stay friends? how do i make him miss me and come back???
sorry so long as everyone knows theres so much more that happens but any help would be great. thank you
heartbroken
| Thu, 03-22-2007 - 7:53am |
