Broken up and all alone
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Broken up and all alone
| Mon, 11-01-2004 - 12:06pm |
well it finally happened. the past month has been so hard with my boyfriend, and as a result several days ago we broke up(mutual agreement). the hard part is dealing with being alone. for the last year and a half i have always gone to him for comfort and someone to spend alot of time with. while we were dating i let go of all the friendships i had with other guys because those friendships werent meant to be and i didnt want to deal with more than one man when i had a perfect boyfriend. my best friend moved to sweden and i havent seen her in almost a year. we email each other but thats it. so i have absolutely no one to hang out with, except my parents. however we dont get along and its hard to talk to them about anytihng. so im wondering if you gals have any ideas on how to form new friendships with other females. growing up ive always had males as friends, and now at 22 i dont even know what to say to other women. help me, im all alone.

my world and now that its over, there is nothing. I think its a time
when we are not only lonely but also vulnerable. Well, I did start a new
job that keeps me busy, but in the back of my mind, this relaitonship
keeps playing on.
I did go on the internet to make a couple of friends. I am also planning
on taking a class on dancing. I dont know what town you live in,
explore the local scene. Ok, this sounds pathetic, i never played a
video game in my life, but I even got myself games to keep my focus away.
I am doing everything I can to not think about it.
Tomorrow, I am meeting this guy (who also just broke up) to hangout
with. We promised to be just friends as I am not ready to be with anyone.
But Keeping my schedule busy does help . . does not help enough.
sincerely,
km2004:)
well its been a week and things are getting better. im feeling alright and as long as i dont think about whats going on and focus on the positive then things arent so bad. its been raining horribly here the past few days so ive been inside alot and am going crazy. i want so badly to go to the park and just walk around, oh well, maybe tomorrow. thanks for all your support and trust me ill be back to post, but promise next time it will be something good! have a great day girls and chat with you soon.
sincerely,
km2004:)