Broken Hearted
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| Sat, 07-31-2004 - 10:29am |
Last night he broke it off with me. Even all I know logically, I am devastated. My arms and legs feel like they weigh 100 lbs. each. My stomach is upset my chest is tight and all I do is cry. It hurts so much. He has broken up with me twice before and I know this pain. On Sept. 1 was our 2 yr. anniversary.
Besides the pain, my next problem is, he has no where to live. He wants to crash on the couch until he can find some where. I feel that is the decent thing to do but I don't know if I can handle it. I want to start getting over him yesterday. I know when I see him I am going to want to get back together. I know this won't be good for either of us. Also he is the most unmotivated person. I do everything for us. I feel that if I let him stay on the couch it will be months before he leaves. I think that he wants me to still be the sweet person to him that I have always been and now he has no obligation to treat me kindly. Even though he rarely took my feelings into consideration when we were together.
When I told him, I don't know if I could handle seeing him every day he just scoffed and said well what am I suppose to do?
I really can't believe that this is happening. I am so scared about being alone and without him and now I have to act logically and try to figure out this situation while I am a bundle of nerves and emotion.
Thank you for any support.
This hurts so much. Has any one experienced something similar? How should I handle it?

At the end of that time, if he hasn't done anything, you'll need to stick to your guns and change the locks if need be.
Sheri
I guess I can let his stuff stay for a week or so but hopefully he will have the respect to stay with friends and family.
Thanks again.
:) Sheri (too)