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brokeup and pregnant
| Mon, 01-08-2007 - 11:36am |
well me and my ex officially broke-up yesterday. It hurts im on an emotional rollercoaster. we have been on and off for the last few months since he got with this "popular" band and hes pretty much stopped coming around since. although he will come over from time to time to do laundy and have me cook him breakfast other then that our relationship has been void. next month we would have been together 4 years for the first 3 years we lived together then he moved in with a roomate and things havent been the same and to top it off im pregnant almost 4 months along with his baby thats he doesnt want. its hard enough being pregnant in itself then all this...it hurst really bad and then the next minute im like thinking positive when one door another opens. but even when we were together it wasnt a good relationship he rarely talked to me and im trying to figure why it hurts so much im not losing a good man i guess it may be sorta like hes my comfort zone without him i will have to be newly single and start over again does anyone feel like this also. im in memphis tn now. i met him almost 4 years ago when i was driving from N.C to cali and we kept in contact and i basically moved here for him so since we arent togther now i feel like i just need to move back to where im from and be free but i dont want to feel as if im running away from the situation either. its true that i will have his baby and if i move he wont be able to see him or her but he never wanted it in the first place.... but i will get my child support. thankyou all i just wanted to vent and see if anyone else was in the same boat im in....
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You will have good days and bad days. You need to be where your support system is, even if it means moving. It's not running away when the choice is being alone or having a good support system.
What have you decided?
Carrie