Can't seem to get over my fear!!
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| Thu, 08-23-2007 - 6:20pm |
I am 19 years old and I have a 11 month old daughter with my boyfriend who I've been with for 5 years. We've been living together for a year now and since then it seems as if he has become controlling. I'm constantly in the house and he's always gone. When we get into an argument I rarely have a chance to say what I have to say. If I say something he doesn't like or want me to say, he threatens to hit me. If I continue to say it(Such as telling him to shut the f*** up), he then hits me. Though he is more controlling than he is abusive.
It may seem as I provoke him to hit me, but I feel as if he can say what he wants to say to me, I should have the same right. I shouldn't have to sit there and take everything he says to me and not say anything at all. I'm also tired of him trying to kick me out and after I have all my things packed he turns around and tries to be all lovey dubey. I want to leave him but at the same time I want to stay.
I know if I leave, he will begin seeing other girls. Everytime I think about him being with someone else, my stomach drops. I just need help to get over this. My main fear is him falling in love with someone else!

Welcome to the board helme07,
Hon, you need to get out now.