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can't stop crying
| Mon, 07-26-2004 - 11:26am |
I decided to stop calling my ex last wednesday. He called me after 2 days. I was out at the time and even when I got the message I contemplated even calling him back. I then realized I didn't want to seem like a child, so I did anyways. He said he "just wanted to say hi". The conversation lasted for less than one minute. I'm sure he was busy doing something a lot more important. We had agreed to be friends, so his 30 second chat with me really hurt me. I went away this weekend, just came back a few hours ago. On the way home everything reminded me of him. It is killing me to think that he might be fooling around with other girls. It breaks my heart so much. I was doing so well when I was away, now that I'm back I'm an absolute mess. I miss him so much. I can't stop crying. I want him back so badly, I don't know what to do.
Please help
Please help

I understand your pain and am going through something similar. I am hesitant to give advice because Im afraid my vision is blurred right now from the same kind of pain you are going through. It seems like he is "checking in" to see how you are doing with all this and try to get you "thinking" again. Maybe he is afraid you are doing well without him. About how long after you offically broke up did u decide to stop calling? Was this something that you guys discussed or did u just stop calling? I only ask because I know that is my next step I just dont know when to do it. The thought is frightening. Im sorry if im not much help but just hang in there. Let yourself be upset and get it out but then try to keep busy. We all deserve better.
I don't know how much help I can be, because I'm going through a break up as well. But I did want to say that I really know how you feel , and I sympathise with you. It is SO hard, isn't it?! I know that I feel better when I reach out to people and when I keep busy. Hang in there......
Sandra