COCO IS HANGING ON...

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Registered: 10-09-2006
COCO IS HANGING ON...
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Sun, 01-07-2007 - 10:06am

Hello All:

Well after the 2 NYE calls that I told him I wouldn't come over, the e-mail of a few days ago and the midnight call the night before last that I didn't respond to I feel like I should get an award for not folding. Let me tell you girls I've had moments of wanting to call or e-mail, but I haven't.

I spend A LOT of time working out now, focusing on my business and trying to create the life I want. I don't even think about meeting someone. I just think that I have to create a happy life independent of anyone else and you know something, it's working. I feel myself getting a little stronger and finding my way. It's not perfect and it's still too new to hope that I'm going to be completely fine, but I'm on my way. I really don't want to accept less for myself. I want to be with someone who treats me with the same respect and dignity that I treat them and if I really can't find that then I'm going to be alone and that's not the end of the world.

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Registered: 01-05-2007
Sun, 01-07-2007 - 10:35am
You are strong. And you are doing very well. *Gives you award* Be proud of what you`ve accomplished. To others your accomplishment might not seem like a big deal, but to you, and to us. Any accompishment is levels for praise. And no task in your life right now will be easy. But keep going strong, and keep filling your days with good things that keep your mind away from thoughts...Just enjoy yourself. Its time for you now, and you can do whatever you want. Be whoever you want. Its time for you, be proud of yourself
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Registered: 10-09-2006
Sun, 01-07-2007 - 10:47am
Thank you for your encouragement and kindness. You are so active on this board and you provide so much support to all of us. I hope that you're doing well and finding your way. I hope that you're strong too. Thank you for all the good cheer. I need all the "Go Girl" I can get at this point.
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Registered: 06-08-2006
Mon, 01-08-2007 - 4:08pm

Good for you! *Jumps up and down and cheers* :) Your self esteem will grow with each day that you resist. Just remember you are worth so much more and you deserve the relationship that you crave.

Hugs,
YG