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| Mon, 09-05-2005 - 4:11pm |
I don't think my ex misses me!He's probably with other women lying too them about me, telling them that i lied to him and hurt him, when the truth is, he's the one who lies and hurts me.I love him so much, but how could i love a man who treats me sweet 1min then talks to me like i'm nothing to him the next.The sad part about it,if he's around other women, i can tell because he acts different.Like recently,I just went to a funeral,and i was depressed,so i hit him up on the walkie talkie(nextel),and he said what's up?and i said,i just wanted to hear you're voice ,because u know i'm feeling sad.He then replies and say why are you calling me?Don't you have other men to call.I said,what did you say to me? I said boo,why are you talking to me like that?Are you around somebody? And he said yes.I said,you know what,dont come to my house anymore and never call me again.I tried to finish telling him off,but he cut off the nextel.I'm tired of being disrespected and most of all hurt!Yet, I still miss and love him.WHy is that?What's the hell wrong with me? And when i haven't called,he called me everyday.He claims that he wants to be friends w/me,and i can't do that.How could a person claim they love or loved you,but wants to be friends?
Help me God!! Somebody, april

Don't think there's anything wrong with you. I know that he is not worth my tears and that I am much better off without him. But I still cry and I am still in complete and total pain a lot of times. I understand. But nothing is wrong with you. We're just human, female humans at that ;)