Confused & Hurting

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Registered: 09-05-2005
Confused & Hurting
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Mon, 09-05-2005 - 4:11pm

I don't think my ex misses me!He's probably with other women lying too them about me, telling them that i lied to him and hurt him, when the truth is, he's the one who lies and hurts me.I love him so much, but how could i love a man who treats me sweet 1min then talks to me like i'm nothing to him the next.The sad part about it,if he's around other women, i can tell because he acts different.Like recently,I just went to a funeral,and i was depressed,so i hit him up on the walkie talkie(nextel),and he said what's up?and i said,i just wanted to hear you're voice ,because u know i'm feeling sad.He then replies and say why are you calling me?Don't you have other men to call.I said,what did you say to me? I said boo,why are you talking to me like that?Are you around somebody? And he said yes.I said,you know what,dont come to my house anymore and never call me again.I tried to finish telling him off,but he cut off the nextel.I'm tired of being disrespected and most of all hurt!Yet, I still miss and love him.WHy is that?What's the hell wrong with me? And when i haven't called,he called me everyday.He claims that he wants to be friends w/me,and i can't do that.How could a person claim they love or loved you,but wants to be friends?

Help me God!! Somebody, april

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Registered: 08-20-2005
Mon, 09-05-2005 - 4:37pm
I didn't think I could handle being friends either. Then it just reached a point where I realized he was no longer the person that I loved and I just missed my friend (we were friends 3 years before we dated 3 years). It was too late apparently. When I tried contacting him (after 2 weeks of absolutely nothing) he told me to leave him alone. :(
Don't think there's anything wrong with you. I know that he is not worth my tears and that I am much better off without him. But I still cry and I am still in complete and total pain a lot of times. I understand. But nothing is wrong with you. We're just human, female humans at that ;)
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Registered: 09-05-2005
Mon, 09-05-2005 - 4:58pm
Thank you!I needed to hear that nothing's wrong with me.I wish i could be around to see how karma affects him
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Registered: 08-20-2005
Mon, 09-05-2005 - 5:12pm
You're welcome. If you ever need to get things off your chest, email me. I'll be happy to listen and possibly relate. Just look at my member profile and you can email me through that. :)
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