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confused Teenager
| Wed, 02-01-2006 - 9:31am |
Hello. So. I am 19 in college. This guy has liked me since last yr but he looked kinda dorky and akward. This year, he fixed his hair a bit and grew a little and maybe I'm shallow but he looks a bit better even though he is akward and dorky and arrogant too. He basically "stalked" me into going out w him..haha. He would always call me, im me and ask me to hang out till I finally did. We began seeing each other casually and he said he was in love one night intoxicated..I said he wasn't. This was since September. Now it is Feb....We have been without a real title for some time now because I told him I didn't want the title of a relationship..I don't know why maybe because I was scared of what everyone would think...he's not the coolest guy..and i don't love him or anything much. I said ok, i'll try the relationship thing once back in like Nov or so and then said i'd rather go abck to no title...it was just too confining. Now, we have beenkinda dating exclusively and when we go on dates he doesnt offer to pay for me..he alwways says like "how should we split this" If I am sleeping with him and we r bascally ina relationship without the title, we are not seeing anyone else, shouldnt he pay for me once? Even if we went to a fancy restaurant on his birthday and a museum and nice things..he's well off but whatever. Latley he has been kind of talking down to me..and acting even more arrogant. He called me an idiot at dinner once because ir ead something wrong and he went along with it but once he realized what the mistake was, he called me an idiot. The sex is ok..he wants it all the time..but I just dont feel so attracted to him to wanna have sex..and he's starting to get a bit stalker ish. I decided in late Jan i wanted to try to be in a relationship wth him..maybe to see if he would pay for me or what not..he started instant messaging me like 50 times a day and asking to hang out every second and getting super jealous at every guy talking to me. He even watched me to see when i would come back on to AIM on the buddylist and would notice when i would go idle or not. Not its kind of akward and i told him he is acting condescending towards me. He is apologizing but he invited me to stay with him for break at his house for a few days..in 3 weeks..I don't know if I wanna dtay with him or not and I can't realize or decide it..I feel like maybe I can do better..and he is so arrogant and speaks down to me..and i'm not even really attracted to him or liked him from the start..he kinda made me like him but hes crazy aboutme..i can tell. and how can i tell if i want him and that I won't make a huge mistake?Thanks.

hi there,
i think this was doomed from the start because you were never really into him, and why you decided to even start anything remotely close to a "romantic" relationship with him, i'm not sure...i think you need to look into that, you might discover something about yourself. it also doesn't seem like you're even into him now, so i'm not sure why you are confused about what to do, it seems pretty obvious that you shouldn't be with him...mainly because you seem to be pretty sure that you haven't and are still not into him. and if that weren't enough, the fact that he talks down to you, calls you an idiot...stalks you, never pays for you etc...all very bad signs.
good luck.