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| Tue, 09-14-2004 - 10:34am |
We returned from an awesome vacation... we had the best time! Within a week of returning we had distance between us, by end of week two we were getting on each other's nerves. We thought we were spending too much time together... now I think he was seeing an old flame. I can't confirm this 100%, but I can get to about 85%. It's the first time I've ever been cheated on. That sucks too.
I like to think I'm handling this well, haha! What I've realized is that I'm on a rollercoaster. Right now, I'm okay... in another 30 minutes I'll be in tears. Off and on for a while, I'm sure. We've all made it through breakups before, right? :( We deserve our Prince Charmings! We deserve love and we're gonna find it... ya-ra-ra. Okay, positive energy is used up. I have to go get a cake for a baby shower I'm going to in a couple hours - I would give a lot to skip this particular chore. I'm happy for my friend, but she's so in love with her great husband.... it's a little hard for me to see right now. But she deserves to be happy, and I'm happy for her. Thanks for listening. I think my rollercoaster just took a downward turn, lol! Good thing I can shed tears in the privacy of my car while picking up the cake! :)

Sounds like you're keeping things in perspective. Hang in there...
{{{HUG}}}
"Without music, life is a journey through the desert"...
I am very sorry to hear that you have broken up with your boyfriend. A little note though, if he did indeed cheat on you as you suspect, he was not "the one". (HUG)