Dark day

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Registered: 02-25-2008
Dark day
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Tue, 03-04-2008 - 5:49pm
I am having such a bad day today. My ex's last show on his TV show is tonight. I was going to watch it and then a friend pointed out how when he will return home in the show, that day was 2 days before our breakup. Then I found out he does have a myspace page- which I find weird since he hardly used his computer for anything but school when we were together. I had a really bad day and ended up crying with friends for half an hour at 9:30 am. I'm going to try to get out of the house tonight but I don't know many people here so I might just end up at Target for 2 hours to have human contact!



Edited 3/25/2008 11:36 am ET by swallens
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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: swallens
Tue, 03-04-2008 - 9:11pm

I hope this isn't too late to be useful to you--I find going to movies very helpful when I need to get out of the house and am trying not to contact an ex.


As for the friend situation, just let it lie for the time being.

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Registered: 02-25-2008
In reply to: swallens
Tue, 03-04-2008 - 9:23pm

Thanks Sherri-

I actually tried to get my neighbor to go to a movie with me but she couldn't. We talked for a while and her husband said that it might be cathartic (sp?) for me to watch the show. So I am. I don't know how smart this is. I just feel like I am breaking. I just don't know why it happened. I am a good person and I was a good girlfriend. I just feel thrown away. Its almost over and then I won't have this pressure on my life. Thank you for writing back. It helped. :)




Edited 3/25/2008 11:37 am ET by swallens