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day 4
| Wed, 02-21-2007 - 8:15am |
not too bad of a start, but today will be a real test. It's the first day of going back to work since it all happened. i forsee a LONG day, but hopefully it will be a positive accomplishment. i'm getting my hair "did" tonight, and i hope that will rejuvinate me too. trying to set small goals - 24 hrs NC, 24 hrs no crying, 24 hrs no panic attacks (is anyone else having those?) so that i can feel like i am getting towards getting over it. any idea how long this could take?

thanks iret
just had to pop back home because i forgot my laptop. things went well my first hour back. i was even able to tell a few people about it without crying! i am seeing little beams of light, some sunshine. the hardest part yesterday was that i was losing some Of the resolve i had that things were going to get better. but today is another day, and i know that someday ALL the pain will be gone.