do i need a break up???
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do i need a break up???
| Sat, 07-15-2006 - 7:20pm |
i dont know if ineed to get over this guy im going mad or will be i have become or will depress over him, hes playin mind games with me i know this but the thing is i like him !!!!!!!!!!! im letting him get to me he acts like a boyfriend talks like a boyfriend but we are still friends and hes leaving the countary too im going mad the fear of losing him is making me mad even though i know he will be marrying some on e sle and is going to meet soe one in august still my heart doesnt understand anything! im going mad!
hes not special i have liked him even before he approached me and his little interest intsified the feeling im confused need to get over and stop him from playing mind games with me i know hes passing time with me and is player by histroy says i have alot of friends but no close. he fell in love wtih this girl 6yrs ago and still not over her
shared his feelings with me recently about her when i said u will fall in love again he said i dont expect to fall in love again or assume what ever that means he knows i like him alot thats why a girl like me after repeated no fianlly started calling him buying a cell so that he can call me but it wasnt made obvious just the underlying thing that im buying a cell for this reaon since he has requested so many times. i dont get him what he wants hes playing wiht my feelings . do i need to go away from him? or will that be a mistake or is it that this is a beginnig and may lead to some thing?
or do i need to change my attitude and revert to friendship in my mind and theres no need to get away completely? or am i misjudging him? or if i meet him in person things will change? or will he reject me since im not the total gorgous girl he ideals?
how can i stop thinking about him all the time even my friends are tired of advicing me now but why cant my heart listen to all the reasons? what is it actually???
hes not special i have liked him even before he approached me and his little interest intsified the feeling im confused need to get over and stop him from playing mind games with me i know hes passing time with me and is player by histroy says i have alot of friends but no close. he fell in love wtih this girl 6yrs ago and still not over her
shared his feelings with me recently about her when i said u will fall in love again he said i dont expect to fall in love again or assume what ever that means he knows i like him alot thats why a girl like me after repeated no fianlly started calling him buying a cell so that he can call me but it wasnt made obvious just the underlying thing that im buying a cell for this reaon since he has requested so many times. i dont get him what he wants hes playing wiht my feelings . do i need to go away from him? or will that be a mistake or is it that this is a beginnig and may lead to some thing?
or do i need to change my attitude and revert to friendship in my mind and theres no need to get away completely? or am i misjudging him? or if i meet him in person things will change? or will he reject me since im not the total gorgous girl he ideals?
how can i stop thinking about him all the time even my friends are tired of advicing me now but why cant my heart listen to all the reasons? what is it actually???
