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Does love really exist
| Sat, 12-23-2006 - 4:25pm |
Does true love really exist? Is it possible to be with one person for the rest of your life? Is it unrealistic to expect my boyfriend to be faithful to me? I married my high school sweetheart right out of high school. I was 18 he was 19. We were married for 7 years, had 3 kids together. And it hurt like hell when I found out he cheated. I saw the signs. But I couldn't believe that he'd ever do that to me. Now 3 years after the divorce I'm still scared that the next man will do the same thing. My boyfriend and I broke up because I didn't trust him and even though we're trying to work things out I'm scared to trust him. I'm scared to give my heart to any man because I honestly believe good men don't exist. I am tired of being lied to and hurt. I am tired of being made to feel like I'm not good enough. Sometimes I feel I'd be better off dead. My kids don't need to see their mom depressed all the time and hurting. What do I have to offer them in this state of mind? I've tried to get pass this feeling. But day after day, it gets worse and worse and worse. I'm tired of trying and I think this may be my last Christmas with my kids.

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