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doubting myself
| Sun, 06-25-2006 - 4:07pm |
I want to thank those who responded to me. It made me feel better. It's funny how others can see a situation clearly. I had a rough weekend. I forced myself out of the house to go out with friends but this morning I was just sad again. I'm spending way too much time crying and still hoping desperately for him to write or call. I looked at a card that he gave me just a couple months ago saying that what we have is only the beginning. I just can't believe that this is all over and so abrubtly. In his last email he said that he cringes even as he writes because he knows he may come to regret his words. How can he do this when he had doubt. Wouldn't it make sense to try and work things out? I'm 32 and lately I just feel that I'vce made too many mistakes - picked too many wrong men and I'll never be married and have a family. I'm so sad and getting through the days is hard. He has money and a great job and of course thenew apartment that I thought was for us and he'll be able to replace me in a second. None of those things mattered to me. I just wanted to be with him. Life just feels very hard right now.
Signatures On
| Sun, 06-25-2006 - 4:17pm |
I'm sorry you're so sad. I, too, am very sad today. I'm 29 and feeling the same way. I wanted to tell you this story. My friend was 34 and feeling the same way you and I are right now. She met the man of her dreams, they were married within one year and now have a beautiful little boy. We just both have to have faith that it will happen when it's right. we have to go through all of this bad stuff so that when the right one comes along we will appreciate it so much more. Hang in there.
