feeling like crap today

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Registered: 08-13-2004
feeling like crap today
Mon, 08-16-2004 - 5:28pm
He came over here yesterday 'cause he owes me a computer - collateral for rent. He started accusing me of opening up and trying to break it. I couldn't believe he would accuse me of this, in 2 years and three months I haven't lied to him. We ended up going to the park, but then he got upset and started saying I made him miserable and he made me cry. I thought we could be friends, but he never respected me. After he said that I told him he was projecting but he didn't answer. He just said after he saw that I was crying that when he first met me I was full of life and he would hate to think that he was the cause of me being miserable now. Well it certain ways he is, I gave him love and he just kept me hanging on, until I felt like I had no more spirit left. I just feel like he is playing mind games, like he needs me more than I need him but he always makes it seem like it is the opposite so he can go one this hi.