Feeling hopeless today...
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| Thu, 03-22-2007 - 12:00pm |
I'm bad today...feelings of sadness and my hope to get over this and find someone else has gone away. I just don't feel like I'll ever get past him and find someone who will love me. My ex "hates" me (as he has told me) and I can't figure out why. Is it because I won't move on? Or is it because it's easier for him to say that he hates me?
No matter how many of my friends and strangers tell me that I am better off without him, pretty, successful, smart, etc...I don't see it and don't quite believe them. If I am all of these "great" things, why does my ex not want to be with me and why does he dislike me so much? All my friends are starting to be in these long-term relationships and I really don't have any more single friends. I feel like I'm the ONLY one not in a relationship and not happy. Even my roommate who I've been relating to because she just broke up with her boyfriend is considering giving him another chance (he was an ok boyfriend to her).
I feel pretty hopeless today....

He gave me final words...said things like, "leave me alone" "we're done" "i don't want a relationship with you"
All very hurtful things. The thing is, I didn't even do anything to him....
I'm sorry but this really sucks! I want so badly to call him up and plead with him. I have so many questions. It SO hard being strong!