First big Breakup
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First big Breakup
| Mon, 01-03-2005 - 7:44am |
I just broke up with my boyfriend last night. It was a huge shock, he said that sometimes when he's with me, he doesn't want to be around me. This morning he called and said he "can't" love me. What? He spent new years with me, i ate dinner with him and his family. He took me to his friends house and we cuddled the whole night, kissed when the ball dropped and it was just an amazing night.
We've been together over a year. And We were in love, I know he loves me but for the life of me I can't figure this out.
I also gave him my virginity, which isn't cool. I love him, and I don't regret having sex with him because i was in love. very much so.
So now I'm taking the day off of school, it's the first day back from vacation and I couldn't sleep last night. I'm shocked, and in love. He is my first love and I feel like I will hurt forever. Deep, deep love is what I felt and still do. Will I be able to love again and find someone even better?
Edited 1/3/2005 7:49 am ET ET by loowoo16
We've been together over a year. And We were in love, I know he loves me but for the life of me I can't figure this out.
I also gave him my virginity, which isn't cool. I love him, and I don't regret having sex with him because i was in love. very much so.
So now I'm taking the day off of school, it's the first day back from vacation and I couldn't sleep last night. I'm shocked, and in love. He is my first love and I feel like I will hurt forever. Deep, deep love is what I felt and still do. Will I be able to love again and find someone even better?
Edited 1/3/2005 7:49 am ET ET by loowoo16

My heart goes out to you. I just broke up with my year+ boyfriend yesterday, too. *sniff* I don't know how things will work out, but I'm going with the "everything happens for a reason" line, here.
If you need some clarification as to exactly what happened, get some specific questions together and ask him about them. We had a long talk (a couple actually) and I got some answers. The outcome still isn't what I was expecting, but at least I knew how he was feeling...and that he's made up his mind...and that there's not much I can do to change things (it's a bummer, but at least I won't be trying to win him over).
Right now, you should just cry, heal and start to move on. Feel better honey!