Friends are excluding me...
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Friends are excluding me...
| Wed, 06-14-2006 - 7:59pm |
Pretty sad today. My friends are excluding me from their group. I can feel it, and it hurts almost as badly as us breaking up. They all hang out at the same summer haven as him, and honestly with me not there life for all is easier. I cannot go over his house, where my friend lives, I am banned. She wants to know where we are going each night so she can tell him so we don't run into each other. I did not do anything!! He is the one who hurt me! This weekend it is obvious they would rather me not show up, they all have dates. So not only am I lonely and still crying a lot, and depressed but now I will be left home alone this weekend too. I feel like divorcing them so to speak. I just cannot believe friends would do this. They say oh we are going to have a great summer, but how can we? He is there, my friend stays with him in the share, it eats me alive knowing she is sitting there in that house. I keep asking what he is up to, which I know is wrong.
Just makes me feel worse. Maybe I should just stay away from them, him, all of it. I hate beling alone, and left out. But I don't see much choice. They all hang out together there and it is easier without me. I feel like just turning off my phone and not picking it up, not talking to anyone. I got the hint.
Just makes me feel worse. Maybe I should just stay away from them, him, all of it. I hate beling alone, and left out. But I don't see much choice. They all hang out together there and it is easier without me. I feel like just turning off my phone and not picking it up, not talking to anyone. I got the hint.

hi ohmigosh
are you sure your friend dont like your exbf?
i'm just curious...
so what if they dont include you...well this is one step to forget about your exbf..i remember long time ago when i break up with my first love...i'm just like you we have same friend. so its hard i cannot go out with them coz his there. so what i did i stop contacting them...whats hurt me more is that i find out that all of my friends are being friend with my exbf new GF. imagine that!!!
so dont feel left alone....make yourself busy and if you could...try to find other friend to go out with.
good luck dear
I think your best bet is to focus on other friendships this summer, especially since you are continuing to ask about him and what he's doing. It's just not good for you to have that indirect contact.
By next summer, things will probably be back to normal...so don't think of it as giving up this group of friends forever, just for now.
Sheri